The hometown record. Porch at 3, fire temple at dawn.
01
Asha
Intro
Opens the personal album with the sacred word. Fire crackling. The whole identity condensed into one intro.
[Intro — whispered, fire crackling]
Asha
Asha vahishta
Truth is best
Good thoughts
Good words
Good deeds
[Spoken verse — slow, building]
I come from a holler off Turkey Branch
Two hundred acres that I lost on a glance
I come from a mama who chose her Jesus over her son
I come from a daddy who died lookin' for somewhere to run
I come from a faith that's older than the book they swing at me
I come from a fire that's been lit since antiquity
I come from Buffalo, from Nitro, from the creek and the coal
I come from a big brain and a bigger soul
My name is Clark Diesel
This is the fire
Light it with me
[Hook — sung, rising]
Asha, asha, asha vahishta
Light the fire, let the truth come lift ya
Asha, asha, asha vahishta
West Virginia got a Zoroastrian picture
Asha, asha, asha vahishta
Twelve tracks, one flame, one mister
Asha, asha, asha vahishta
Clark Diesel, let the record hit ya
[Outro — whispered, fading into next track]
Good thoughts
Good words
Good deeds
Press play
Yeah
02
Buffalo
Origin
Where the story started. Skinny blonde boy, creek, football, the hayloft. Big fish, little pond, bloody knuckles.
[Intro — sung]
Buffalo, Buffalo
Little town raised a big dream
Buffalo, yeah
[Verse 1]
Buffalo, West Virginia, where the story start
Skinny little blonde boy with a mountain for a heart
Ran the forty faster than the boys twice my size
Caught the deep ball runnin', sun up in my eyes
Coach said son you could go all the way if you wanted
I said coach, I just wanna be a kid on a Sunday
Hunted in the mornin', swam the creek in the noon
Built a fort in the holler underneath the harvest moon
Mama in the kitchen hummin' hymns through the window
Daddy workin' doubles, never home but he sent dough
Little bit of heaven for a boy with a big brain
Readin' books in the hayloft while it poured down rain
I ain't know I was rich, I ain't know what I had
Ain't know the farm was the only thing I'd miss that bad
[Hook — sung]
Buffalo, Buffalo, where the creek still runs
Buffalo, Buffalo, where I learned to love the sun
Big fish, little pond, they ain't never let me breathe
But the ground still know my name in the roots underneath
Buffalo, Buffalo, yeah
Buffalo, Buffalo
[Verse 2]
Town too small for a boy who was readin' too much
Town too small for a kid who the girls wanna touch
Big fish, little pond, and the water start to boil
Every boy in the county wanna plant me in the soil
I ain't never start it but I finished every one
Bloody knuckles walkin' home, tellin' Ma that I won
She'd just shake her head and put the ice on my hand
Pray a little quiet that her boy be a man
Prom king without tryin', valedictorian vibes
I ain't even study, I was high off the rye
Could've been anything the guidance counselor said
I just wanted peace and a pillow for my head
They hated me for shinin', hated me for the grades
Hated me for the girls, hated me for the way
I walked through the hallway like the floor was my own
Buffalo made me, then Buffalo sent me home
[Hook]
[Outro — spoken]
Drive past the old place sometimes, you know
Ain't ours no more
But them trees still wave at me
Buffalo. Yeah.
Clark.
03
Virgo
Mama · The Wound
She prayed for a savior and got a son she couldn't save. The devastating grief song for a mother who chose Jesus over her blood.
[Intro — whispered, sung]
Mama, mama, yeah
You prayed so hard you forgot I was listenin'
Virgo, yeah
[Verse 1]
Mama was a Virgo, pages in her Bible foldin'
Knees on the carpet, askin' heaven for a soldier
Got one, couldn't hold him, couldn't love him, couldn't know him
Said the devil in my eyes 'cause I wouldn't let her mold him
Sold the farm, sold the barn, sold the years I was growin'
Sold the creek where I was baptized in a faith I ain't chosen
Fire in my chest but she only seen the smoke
Told her 'bout my God, she heard the devil spoke
I ain't lost, Ma, I'm just walkin' a different road
Good thoughts, good words, I thought you taught me the code
But you ain't call on my birthday, ain't call when I got broke
Ain't call when they jumped me, ain't call when I almost folded
Just a Virgo with a rosary, a son she can't hold
And a God she won't let in 'cause He answerin' slow
[Hook — sung]
Mama, Mama, you prayed for a savior
Got a son you couldn't save, ain't that somethin' major
Mama, Mama, I ain't turn out a stranger
You just closed the door and called it a favor
Virgo, Virgo, yeah
[Verse 2]
I remember little me, chasin' chickens by the shed
You was hummin' hymns, flour on your hands, flour on the bread
Now you hum 'em like a wall between the things we ain't said
Rather talk to heaven than the boy you raised in red
I don't hate you, Ma, I swear on every fire I keep lit
I just wish you asked me once what I actually believe in
Asked me once why I pray toward the sun when it's risin'
Asked me once 'bout the girl with the name like horizon
Sunflower gon' meet you one day, Ma, and you gon' cry
'Cause she love me like the savior you ain't recognize
Good deeds, good words, I'm the sermon you ain't read
I'm the prodigal you prayed for, you just want him dead
[Hook]
[Outro — spoken]
Happy birthday, Ma. I ain't gon' call this year either.
I love you. I just can't keep knockin' on a door you locked from the inside.
Virgo.
04
Redneck Radar
Cops · Profiled
The cop song. Pulled over on 25, sheriff's wife waved, Monday ticket. Racial profiling by a county that couldn't place him.
[Intro]
Yeah, yeah
They know the truck 'fore they know the face
Clark, yeah
Putnam County, what's happenin'
[Verse 1]
Blue lights in the rearview, I ain't even did nothin'
Same stretch of 25, same cop, he bluffin'
Window down, license out, hands where he want 'em
Askin' where I'm goin' like he ain't already sent one
Behind me last Tuesday, behind me last weekend
Call it a coincidence, I call it a season
Sniffin' round the door like the dog tryna eat him
What's that name, son, where your people from, speakin'
Buffalo, sir, same as yours, I reckon
Just got a last name you can't fit in your lexicon
Search the whole truck, find a Bible he can't read
Find an old roach, find a lighter, find a seed
Write me up for nothin', hand it back with a grin
Told him God bless, drove off, rolled another one in
[Hook]
Redneck radar, redneck radar
Every time I'm movin' they be trailin' my car
Redneck radar, redneck radar
Ain't did nothin' wrong but I'm already marked
Too cool for the county, too calm for the charge
Too smart for the story they been writin' so far
Redneck radar, redneck radar
Can't arrest a man for bein' who he are
[Verse 2]
Mama said be careful, I said Ma I always am
I ain't the one they lookin' for, I'm just the one they can
Pull me over twelve times, never found a gram
Never found a pistol, never found a plan
Just a boy with a lighter and a quiet kinda faith
Just a boy with a girlfriend in a faraway place
Just a boy with some bars and a book on his dash
Just a boy they don't like 'cause the girls like his face
Sheriff's wife waved at me at the gas pump Sunday
He ain't like that one, gave me a ticket on Monday
Small town math, they add it up funny
Pretty plus different equal suspect, son, trust me
But I keep it good thoughts even when they good-for-nothin'
Keep it good words even when they words is disgustin'
Keep it good deeds, help the old lady with her buggy
While the badge in the lot still watchin' me ugly
[Hook]
[Outro]
Yeah
Ride safe out there
They watchin'. Let 'em watch.
Clark.
05
Fire Temple
Faith · Return
A mobile fire temple in Nitro. The faith flex. Ahura Mazda watching. Sunflower lighting a candle in Yazd while he sleeps.
[Intro — layered, reverbed]
Asha, asha, asha vahishta
Fire, fire, fire
Diesel
[Hook — melodic, haunting]
Light the fire, light the fire, light the fire in the temple
Good thoughts, good words, good deeds, keep the circle simple
Watchin' over, watchin' over, walk a line so gentle
West Virginia boy with a flame that's transcendental
Light it up, light it up
Light the fire, light the fire, light the fire in the temple
[Verse 1]
Buffalo boy with the old scripture in the backpack
Rollin' up the gas, ancient wisdom on the playback
Guardian spirit on my shoulder when they want the payback
Mama found my holy book, said the devil tryna hijack
Nah, I just read what you ain't read, Ma
Three thousand years, same star, same law
Don't lie, don't cheat, don't bow to what's evil
Call it devil worship 'cause you scared of my people
Persian blood, Putnam dirt, that's a weird recipe
White enough to slide, brown enough they testin' me
Cop pull me over like what kinda name is that
Clark Diesel, officer, now give me my papers back
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
Sunflower light a candle in Yazd when I'm sleepin'
Time zone difference but the flame doin' the speakin'
She say asha, I feel it in my chest when I'm breathin'
Two deserts apart but the same sun we believin'
I don't need no megachurch, I don't need no steeple
I got a lighter and a heart, that's a mobile fire temple
Good thoughts when they hate me, good words when they lie
Good deeds when they sleepin', that's the code I die by
Mama want me saved, I told her Ma look closer
Your savior came from my side of the ocean
The star she followed was our star first
Three thousand years, same fire, same verse
[Hook]
[Outro]
Asha vahishta, truth is best, truth is best
Light the fire. Keep it lit. Yeah.
Diesel.
06
Sold the Land
The Farm · Devastation
Two hundred acres. Turkey Branch. Three grapevines, one stock pond. Granddaddy's promise. Daddy moved five times before he died looking for a ridge he'd never find.
[Intro — spoken, flat]
Two hundred acres
Turkey Branch, Buffalo
Three grapevines, one stock pond
Granddaddy wanted me to have it
Daddy died tryna find it again
She gave it away
[Verse 1]
Two hundred acres off Turkey Branch, Buffalo side
Three grapevines swingin' like the Lord put 'em there to ride
Stock pond full of bass that my daddy put in by hand
Timber on the ridge, hay field flat as a plan
Granddaddy pulled me close when I was maybe about nine
Said boy this here is yours, just give it some time
Said your daddy broke his back so the deed stay clean
Said don't never sell it, don't matter what it mean
Daddy workin' doubles at the plant, comin' home to the land
Bush hoggin' 'til dark with a beer in his hand
Built the barn with his brothers, fixed the fence every spring
Taught me how to bait a hook, taught me everything
On that dirt, in them woods, by that pond, on them vines
I swung 'til the sun went down, I was flyin' through time
It was mine, it was promised, it was written, it was real
Then the douchebag signed a paper and she made a deal
[Hook — sung, cold and bitter]
She sold the land, she sold the land
Granddaddy's word in the palm of her hand
Daddy's sweat in every acre of it
And she gave it away for a cul-de-sac fit
She sold the land, she sold the land
Two hundred acres, she ain't understand
Three grapevines, a pond, and a promise
She traded the kingdom for a country club dishonest
[Verse 2]
Daddy ain't say much when the papers got signed
I watched a grown man go quiet, go hollow, go blind
Twenty years of his body poured into that ground
And she sold it like a garage sale, didn't make a sound
First house after the farm, he couldn't sleep through the night
Second house he kept the boxes packed up tight
Third house he'd just sit on the porch with a stare
Fourth house lookin' for a ridge that wasn't there
Fifth house is where he died, lookin' out the back window
At a yard that wasn't his and a sky that wasn't his so
He just closed his eyes and let the tired take him home
Man moved five times tryin' to find what was stolen
Never did, never could, never gon' happen
'Cause you can't buy back the acre where your whole life happened
Douchebag still in the cul-de-sac sleepin' just fine
While the man that loved her buried chasin' a pine
[Hook]
[Verse 3 — dagger]
You killed him slow, Ma, I hope you know you did
Every U-Haul was a nail, every new address a bid
On a peace he couldn't find 'cause you sold it out the door
Man went from two hundred acres to a rented second floor
To a duplex, to a trailer, to a little patch of rental
Tryna plant tomatoes where the soil was accidental
I watched him shrink, I watched him go
From a giant on a tractor to a ghost at a window
Granddaddy's promise was the only thing I had comin'
You heard the word inheritance and started runnin'
To the church with the fountain, to the ladies with the brooches
To the cul-de-sac Jesus with the leather-bound approaches
Daddy in the ground now, don't own a single acre
Mama in the McMansion prayin' to her maker
I hope the Lord ask her at the gate what she did
With the land her husband bled on and the word to the kid
[Hook]
[Outro — spoken, low]
Five moves, Ma.
Five.
He was lookin' for Turkey Branch in every yard.
Never found it.
'Cause you sold it.
Rest easy, Daddy.
Clark.
07
Sunflower
Love · Yazd
The Yazdi girl. The one who actually sees him. Desert girl, mountain boy, same fire, different tongue.
[Intro — sung, soft]
Sunflower, Sunflower
Face to the sun, yeah
Face to the sun
[Hook — sung]
Sunflower, Sunflower, turn your face to the sun
I was lost in the holler 'til you told me I'm the one
Desert girl, mountain boy, same fire, different tongue
Sunflower, Sunflower, you the only one that come
The only one that come, yeah
The only one that come
[Verse 1]
She from Yazd, I'm from the hills where the coal trucks run
Fourteen hours difference but we talkin' til the sun
She send me voice notes prayin' in a language I'm still learnin'
I send her pictures of the creek where my mama was a virgin
She laugh like a bell in a little mountain chapel
She know the old stories, she the daughter of the apple
Same faith, same flame, same asha in the chest
Half a world of difference and she still the one that fit
I ain't never loved nobody I ain't had to translate
Every girl before her had to ask me to explain
Why I pray toward the sun, why I won't kneel at the altar
Sunflower just knew, didn't stutter, didn't falter
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
The redneck girls be textin' like they miss what they had
I tell 'em Sunflower love me in a way they never had
They know they messed up, they know they played the hand bad
I was always the good one, they just wanted the bad
Now I'm in love with a girl who say my name like a song
Say Clark like it's poetry, say Diesel like it belong
She send me a sunflower pressed in a book
Say one day I'ma see Yazd, gonna see how she look
Standin' at the fire temple with her hand in mine
Buffalo boy and a Persian girl, we done bended the time
Mama won't bless it, I ain't ask her to
Sunflower already blessed what Sunflower gon' do
[Hook]
[Outro — spoken, soft]
Yazd to Buffalo, baby
Same sun.
Sunflower, yeah.
Clark.
08
They Know
Exes · Cold
The victory lap. All the girls that played the hand bad now watching him live out a life they dreamed.
[Intro]
Yeah
They know, they know
Every one of 'em know
Clark, yeah
Read it and weep, girls
[Verse 1]
Phone been ringin' off the hook from the ones that know they wrong
Tiffany textin' paragraphs, Ashley sent a song
Brittany drove by the house like I wouldn't see the truck
Savannah at the bar last night tryna press her luck
I told y'all when we had it, said you got a real one
Said I ain't like the county boys, said I'm a different sun
Said I read books, said I pray, said I don't do the games
Said I treat a woman right, said remember my name
Y'all laughed, y'all cheated, y'all chose the boy with the chain
Now the boy with the chain in a cell and I'm back in my lane
Sunflower in my passenger, she pray 'fore we eat
Y'all used to pray I'd text back, now you prayin' in the street
They know, they know, they know they let me slip
They know, they know, they know they chose the script
Where the good one always loses 'cause the good one always waits
Well the good one finally won and y'all finally late
[Hook — sung, smug]
They know, they know, every one of 'em know
They had a real one, let a real one go
Textin' me paragraphs, I ain't even read
I was the one y'all should've kept instead
They know, they know, every one of 'em know
Sunflower got me, and the ex girls froze
Y'all had a king in a t-shirt and jeans
Now y'all watchin' me live out a life y'all dreamed
[Verse 2]
Jessica got married to a dude that don't know her
Caught her at the Kroger, she was tryna take it slower
Asked me how I been, I said blessed, how you
She said lonely, said she miss the way I'd break through
All the walls she had up, all the games that she ran
Said I was the only one that made her feel like a woman
Not a body, not a prize, not a weekend, not a flex
Said she still got the notebook where I wrote her them texts
I said damn, that's wild, hope your husband a real one
Put the groceries in the Jeep, didn't wait for her reel-run
Sunflower called me while I'm drivin' out the lot
Said she made me kotlet, said the rice in the pot
See the difference, baby, see what a real love is
She cook for me in Farsi, that's the realest there is
Y'all was cookin' me drama, y'all was cookin' me lies
Sunflower cookin' me dinner, lookin' me in the eyes
[Hook]
[Verse 3 — shorter, victory lap]
Don't text me happy birthday, don't text me merry Christmas
Don't text me you was thinkin', don't text me you miss this
You had your shot, you shot your shot at somebody else
Now you watchin' from the bleachers while I'm liftin' the belt
I ain't bitter, I ain't mad, I ain't wishin' you bad
I'm just livin' in the life y'all said I'd never have
With a woman who adore me, with a God who restore me
With a story y'all the villain in, enjoy the glory
[Hook]
[Outro]
Yeah
Read receipts on
Delete thread
Sunflower, what we eatin' tonight baby
Clark.
09
Hands
Fighter · Restraint
Never started it but finished all of it. Funnel cake at the fair, knocked a dude out, walked out the gate. The calm dude you don't mess with.
[Intro]
Yeah
I ain't never started nothin'
But I finished all of it
Clark, yeah
Keep your hands to yourself, partner
[Verse 1]
Skinny little surfer boy, they always think it's sweet
Walkin' through the county fair, they always wanna eat
Always one big country boy with a chip and a chew
Lookin' at his girlfriend lookin' at me like she knew
I ain't want no problem, I was eatin' my funnel cake
Ain't want the smoke, ain't want the fight, ain't want his girl by mistake
He pushed me, I stepped back, I said brother I'm good
He swung, I ducked, I put him down in the mud where he stood
One shot, lights out, crowd gasped, girl screamed
Sheriff's boy on the ground like it was all a dream
I ain't celebrate, I ain't flex, I just picked up my plate
Finished my funnel cake, walked out the gate
They hate me 'cause I'm pretty, hate me 'cause I'm quiet
Hate me 'cause I knock 'em out without startin' a riot
Been fightin' since I was twelve 'cause they never let me breathe
Big fish, little pond, they always testin' me
[Hook — sung, cold]
Hands, hands, keep 'em to yourself
I ain't lookin' for it but it's good for my health
Hands, hands, I ain't never lost one
Skinny boy from Buffalo with the sun in his fist
Hands, hands, don't test what you don't know
I'm the last one that you wanna see your shadow
Hands, hands, keep 'em to yourself
Or I'll put you in a nap you gon' remember yourself
[Verse 2]
Eighth grade, Jimmy Ray, behind the old gym
Two years older, fifty pounds, I still knocked him
Ninth grade, Dustin's crew, three of 'em at once
I walked home with a split lip and all of 'em slumped
Tenth grade, prom night, dude from out of town
Called my date a name, I laid him on the ground
In his rented tuxedo, by his rented limousine
His buddies ain't say nothin', they just backed up the scene
I don't talk about it, I don't brag, I don't post
I just know what I know and the county know the most
Ask around Putnam, ask around Buffalo
Ask around Nitro, they gon' tell you the same though
Clark don't start it, Clark don't want it
But if you bring it to Clark you gon' wear it like a bonnet
Good thoughts, good words, good deeds is the code
But the hands is a language I learned on the road
[Hook]
[Verse 3 — restraint]
Sunflower hate it when I come home with the knuckles
Red and swollen, tellin' her I had to handle a couple
She say baby you a lover, why they make you a fighter
I say baby I'm a lover, they the ones bringin' the lighter
I ain't tryna be the dude that's the legend in the bar
I ain't tryna be the story when they pointin' at the scar
I just wanna smoke a blunt and watch the sun come up
With a woman who believe me when I say I had enough
But the county don't let me, the boys don't let me
The cops don't let me, the past don't let me
So the hands stay ready, stay quiet, stay clean
'Til somebody remind me what these knuckles can mean
[Hook]
[Outro]
Yeah
I ain't lookin' for you
But I see you
Keep walkin'.
Clark.
10
Porch at 3
Stoned · Philosophy
Three a.m., blunt lit, porch swing. Reading ancient books by phone light. Nobody up in the whole damn town.
[Intro — whispered, crickets in background]
Three in the mornin'
Porch light
Blunt in the hand
Just me and the moon, yeah
Clark
[Verse 1]
Three a.m., blunt lit, porch swing barely movin'
Holler dead quiet but the mind keep groovin'
Thinkin' 'bout the fire, thinkin' 'bout the farm
Thinkin' 'bout the way that a promise do harm
When the one who promised breakin' it in slow motion
Daddy died lookin' for a ridge like an ocean
I been readin' old books by the light of the phone
'Bout a prophet in Iran who was walkin' alone
Three thousand years ago and he sayin' the same thing
I been tryna say in a West Virginia twang
Good thoughts, good words, good deeds, that's the ladder
Everything else is just people gettin' sadder
Tryna climb on each other to feel a little taller
Tryna silence the voice in the brain that get smaller
Every time you lie, every time you betray
Every time you sell the land that your boy was supposed to stay
[Hook — sung, floaty]
Porch at three, porch at three
Me, the moon, and the memory
Smoke go up, stars come down
Nobody up in this whole damn town
Porch at three, porch at three
Tryna make peace with the man in me
Smoke go up, stars come down
Only time the world don't make a sound
[Verse 2]
I got a big brain, always did, always will
Teachers said genius, Ma said sit down and be still
Coulda been anything, lawyer, doctor, professor
I just wanted to know what was real, what was lesser
What was true, what was noise, what was worth the attention
What was God, what was fear, what was human invention
Now I'm high on a porch with an Avesta on my lap
And a Bible on the shelf that I still read perhaps
'Cause my mama ain't wrong about every single thing
She just picked the wrong Jesus and forgot how to sing
To the boy that she made, to the man that she lost
To the husband she buried, to the soul that it cost
Sunflower asleep in the bed down the hall
Phone ring, it's nobody, just the wind on the wall
And the moon ask me Clark, what you doin' out here
I say thinkin', just thinkin', just tryna be clear
[Hook]
[Verse 3 — quieter]
The holler got answers if you listen long enough
Tree frogs got a rhythm that'll call your bluff
Wind through the pine sound a lot like a psalm
When you strip away the church and just sit with the calm
I ain't mad at the Christians, I ain't mad at the Jews
I ain't mad at the Muslims, we just all lookin' for clues
To the same damn question in a different disguise
Why we here, why we leave, why we lie, why we rise
Prophet said truth is best, I believe him tonight
On a porch in Nitro underneath the porch light
With a blunt and a brain and a girl and a God
That don't need me to kneel, just need me to nod
At the beauty, at the ugly, at the gift and the theft
At the breath that I'm breathin' that's the only thing left
[Hook]
[Outro — whispered]
Three a.m. still
Moon still up
Blunt almost gone
Yeah
Clark.
11
Good Person
Thesis · Anthem
The album's thesis. Smoke all day, knock you out, pray different — still a good person. Your savior came from my people.
[Intro]
Yeah
They can call me whatever they want
At the end of the day
I know what I am
Clark
[Verse 1]
I smoke a lotta weed, I ain't gon' lie about it
Wake and bake, ride and blaze, I'm stoned and I'm proud of it
I drink a little brown when the winter get cold
I cuss when I'm mad, I get loud when I'm bold
I knocked out a few boys, I ain't apologize for it
I broke a few hearts 'fore Sunflower opened the door for me
I been arrested for nothin', I been searched for less
I been judged for my face, I been judged for my dress
But ask anybody in Buffalo or Nitro
Ask the old lady I helped with her tire in the snow
Ask the kid that I bought a new glove for last spring
Ask my daddy in the ground what his son was to him
Ask the homeless dude on Capitol Street I feed weekly
Ask the cousin that I picked up from rehab discreetly
Ask the neighbor whose dog I found lost in the rain
Ask 'em all, they gon' tell you the same damn thing
[Hook — sung, anthemic]
I'm a good person, I'm a good person
Smoke a lotta weed but I'm a good person
Knock you out but I'm a good person
Pray different but I'm still a good person
Good thoughts, good words, good deeds, that's the verse
Y'all can judge me, I'ma still be a good person
On the day that I die, at the gate when they search
All they gon' find is a good person
[Verse 2]
Mama want me saved, I told her Ma I'm already in it
Your savior came from my people, you just spinnin' the limit
The wise men in the story was priests of the fire
Followed a star from the east, that's my whole empire
We been worshipin' the light since before the book
Mama read the chapter but she don't know where it took
From, she don't know the roots of the tree she climbin'
She don't know the East gave her the West she's findin'
I ain't argue with her no more, I just let her be
She pray her way, I pray mine, same sky, same sea
Same truth, same light, same fire in the middle
Just a different name on a very old riddle
I give more than I take, I listen more than I speak
I protect more than I hurt, I been steady, I been sleek
With the way that I move through a world that don't want me
Good-lookin', weed-smokin', East-prayin', county
[Hook]
[Verse 3 — shorter, landing]
They gon' say he smoked too much, say he fought too hard
Say he didn't fit the mold, say he ran a little far
From the path they wanted, from the life they designed
But they can't say he was cruel, they can't say he was blind
They can't say he abandoned, they can't say he lied
They can't say he quit on the people by his side
Good person, good person, put it on the shirt
Good person died a good person down in the dirt
[Hook]
[Outro — spoken]
Yeah
Smoke a blunt at my funeral
Tell 'em Clark was a good person
That's it.
That's all I need.
Clark.
12
Zarathustra
Outro
Closes Buffalo. Sunflower's voice, fire crackling, the whole catalog reduced to three words: good thoughts, good words, good deeds.
[Intro — Sunflower's voice, softly]
Asha vahishta
Rosh, rosh
My Clark
My fire
[Spoken verse 1 — Clark, calm, resolved]
So that's the record
That's the whole thing
Twelve tracks, one man, one flame
Mama, if you hearin' this, I still love you
I just ain't callin'
Daddy, if you watchin', I hope the ridge up there go on forever
I hope there's a stock pond and three grapevines and a hay field flat as a plan
Turkey Branch, Buffalo, Grandview, Red House, Eighteen Mile
Y'all still mine in the only place that matter
Right here in the chest
[Hook — sung, building]
Light the fire, light the fire, light the fire in the temple
Good thoughts, good words, good deeds, keep the circle simple
Zarathustra smilin' from a mountain in the distance
West Virginia boy made it, against all resistance
Light the fire, light the fire, light the fire in the temple
Three thousand years of truth and a West Virginia sample
[Spoken verse 2 — Clark]
To every girl that know she messed up
I hope you find your own Sunflower
To every cop that followed me for nothin'
I hope you learn a name you can't pronounce and it humbles you
To every redneck that swung first
I hope your hands heal better than mine did
To the county that hated me
I hope you miss me when I'm gone
'Cause I'ma be gone
Sunflower and me, we buildin' somethin'
Might be Yazd, might be Buffalo, might be somewhere nobody know
But wherever we land
There's gon' be a fire
And the fire gon' be lit
And the fire gon' be mine
[Sunflower — in background, softly]
Asha vahishta
My Clark
My fire
[Outro — Clark, quietest]
Good thoughts
Good words
Good deeds
That's it
That's the record
That's the life
Clark Diesel
Nitro, West Virginia
Out
20208 TRACKSWest Virginia
2020 Vision
Clear Sight
The pandemic record. Bunker sessions and prophecy.
01
2020 Vision
Opener · Statement
Bedroom studio, girlfriend laughing, world shut down. The ten-year bet. The slow-burning eclipse.
[Intro]
Yeah
Twenty-twenty vision, boy
Diesel
Bedroom studio, world shut down
Girlfriend in the kitchen tellin' me it sucks
Aight
Listen
[Verse 1]
Twenty-twenty vision, I see everything in motion
See the empire fallin', see the prophet in the ocean
Walkin' on the water while the cowards buyin' lotion
Buyin' toilet paper, buyin' fear by the portion
I was in the bedroom with a notebook and a potion
Writin' revelations that the wife called a commotion
Said babe turn it down, said babe get a real job
Said babe nobody listen to a white boy from the sticks, stop
I said baby I'm the greatest, she said baby that's delusion
I said history gon' prove it, she said history ain't includin'
Rappers from the holler with a Zoroastrian confusion
I said watch, took another hit, kept producin'
Every bar a commandment, every verse a devotion
Every line a blade, every blade is precision
Three thousand years of fire in a West Virginia kitchen
Cookin' up the truth while the whole house was sleepin'
[Verse 2]
They say Diesel ain't famous 'cause Diesel ain't tryin'
I'm a monster in a bedroom and the neighbors ain't buyin'
Girlfriend say it's whack, girlfriend say it's trash
Girlfriend say the real rappers got a bag and a bash
I said baby you gon' watch this become the blueprint
Ten years from now they gon' quote me and you gon' lose it
You gon' tell your next man that you dated the prophet
He gon' laugh 'til he hear me and he gon' stop it
I don't need the charts, I don't need the co-sign
I don't need the features, I don't need the hotline
I need a mic, a notebook, a pen, and a low light
I need the world to leave me alone 'til I go viral
My own damn way, on my own damn timeline
Diesel in a bunker cookin' bars that'll divide time
Before me and after me, that's the only calendar
Girlfriend laughin', I'ma marry somebody smarter
[Bridge — spoken, cold]
They said it sucks
I said okay
Y'all ain't ready
That don't mean it's bad
That mean y'all can't hear yet
Give it time
[Verse 3]
Twenty-twenty vision, I see the whole script
I'm a ten-year bet, I'm a slow-burnin' eclipse
Y'all want instant, I'ma make you wait a decade
Then y'all gon' call it a classic like I ain't been the same way
Since I was seventeen writin' on a napkin
At the Shoney's in Nitro while my friends was laughin'
Said watch — now the friends ain't friends, they subscribers
Silent in the comments like I ain't the crier
They said would've, they said could've, they said should've
They said Diesel had potential but the flow was lukewarm
They was wrong, they was lyin', they was coverin' envy
With a critique from a mouth that ain't rap for a penny
I rap for the ones that gon' find it in ten years
Dustin' off the SoundCloud with a chill and a tear
Sayin' damn, he was sayin' it before it was said
Diesel was a prophet, they just thought he was dead
[Outro — spoken]
Yeah
Bedroom studio, Nitro, West Virginia
Two-thousand and twenty
They said it sucked
I kept goin'
Diesel
Y'all'll catch up
02
Bunker
Isolation · Sharpening
Locked in while the world panicked. Turned isolation into fuel. Came out sharper than he went in.
[Intro]
Yeah
Locked in
World lost its mind
I just found mine
Diesel
Bunker music
[Hook — sung, cold]
Locked in the bunker, locked in the cave
Locked in the flow while the world lost its way
Locked in the pen, locked in the booth
Locked in the fire, locked in the truth
Bunker, bunker, don't come knock
Bunker, bunker, doors been locked
Bunker, bunker, I ain't comin' out
'Til the bars turn into everything I'm about
[Verse 1]
World shut down in the spring of the sickness
Everybody panickin', Diesel turned the witness
Into a weapon, turned the quiet into music
Turned the isolation into fuel, I infused it
Into every verse, into every bar, into every scheme
Into every nightmare that they told me was a dream
I been up at three, I been up at five
I been writin' like the only way to stay alive
Is to fill another page, is to record another take
Is to sharpen every syllable until the bars could break
A window, break a wall, break the silence of the street
Where the only thing you heard was the echo of defeat
I ain't defeated, I ain't scared, I ain't foldin'
While the whole damn world was watchin' TV and holdin'
Onto lies like a rosary, I was holdin' onto pen
Writin' down the prophecy that we been right the whole time, friend
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
They said stay home, I said bet, I was already there
They said wear a mask, I said nah, I need the air
They said trust the process, I said show me the receipt
They said follow the leader, I said lead me to a seat
At the table where the real ones make decisions
I ain't eatin' off the plate of y'all's television
Bunker got a notebook, bunker got a beat
Bunker got a mirror where I study how to speak
Every flow I ever wanted, every pocket that I missed
I been drillin' on the daily 'til I locked it with a fist
I came out this thing sharper than I been my whole life
Every rapper in the game gon' feel the edge of this knife
When the world open back up and they hear what I built
While they was cryin' on the couch, I was stackin' skill
Bunker turned a rapper into somethin' more severe
Bunker turned a boy into the man you gon' fear
[Hook]
[Outro — spoken]
Yeah
Bunker stays locked
Even when the world reopen
Some doors you don't open again
Diesel
Locked in
03
Friendemy
Toxic Double Ex · XXX Pivot
The best friends who shared him. The group chat war zone. The friendship that didn't survive.
[Intro — spoken]
Yeah
Y'all was friends first
That's the part that's crazy
Diesel
[Hook — sung, aching]
Friendemy, friendemy
Y'all was tighter than a sister til you shared me
Friendemy, friendemy
Now y'all both in the group chat talkin' 'bout me
Friendemy, friendemy
Shouldn'ta happened but y'all wanted it that way
Friendemy, friendemy
Y'all gon' hate each other 'til the final day
[Verse 1]
First one walked in like the queen of the night
Second one been standin' right beside her in the light
Y'all was best friends, sleepovers, matchin' nails
Then the first one caught me slippin' and the first one failed
Second one was there to pick up all the pieces
Swore she wasn't tryna be the reason that the friendship ceases
But the friendship ceased, and the second one won
And the first one still textin' like the damage ain't done
Y'all did this to yourselves, I ain't make y'all fall out
I ain't ask her to replace you, she just slid in the house
When you packed your shit and told me I ain't worth the trouble
Your best friend was waitin' with a half-full bottle
I drank it, I drank her, I drank every drop of the thing
That the first one threw away like a cheap diamond ring
Now the group chat a war zone, now the holidays split
Now the whole little circle ain't together no bit
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
First one say she sorry, first one say come home
First one sayin' shit she wasn't sayin' when I was alone
Second one say don't trust her, second one been there
Second one say I'm her king now, how could I care
Truthfully? I loved 'em both, I ain't gon' lie
First one had the body, second one had the eye
First one said my rap was whack, second one said the same
Y'all did the same thing to me with a different name
Best friends turned into mirror images
Both of y'all doubted, both of y'all limited
The man that I was, the man I was becomin'
Neither one of y'all believed, neither one was runnin'
With the vision, with the flame, with the truth I was spittin'
Y'all just loved me for the body and the swag I was fittin'
Into y'all little worlds that I outgrew like a shirt
Friendemy, friendemy, now it's both of y'all hurt
[Hook]
[Outro — spoken, cold]
Y'all was friends
Y'all ain't friends no more
'Cause of me?
Nah
'Cause of y'all
Diesel
04
Run It Up
Banger · Masterclass
Not a money flex — a LIFE flex. Every bar, every year, every faith, every doubt turned to fuel. Running it up on the decade.
[Intro]
Yeah
Run it up, run it up
Everything I touch, everything I love
Every year I wake up — run it up
Diesel
[Hook — chantable, hard]
Run it up, run it up, run it up, run it up
Every bar, every year, every faith, run it up
Run it up, run it up, run it up, run it up
Every doubt that I carry turn a bet and I run it up
Run it up on the pen, run it up on the page
Run it up on the decade, run it up on the age
Run it up on the Father, run it up on the flame
Run it up 'til the culture gotta memorize the name
[Verse 1]
Run it up on the notebook, every page another kingdom
Run it up on the flow, every pocket got a symptom
Of a rapper that ain't eatin' 'cause the Diesel in the system
Compound interest on the verse, ain't no rapper gon' withstand it
Ain't a dollar on the table, ain't a chain around my neck
But the bars in the bag, got the culture payin' tax
On a rhythm they ain't sign for, on a sermon they ain't heard
Every syllable a settlement, every couplet a reward
For the faith that I kept when the faithless was laughin'
For the flame that I lit when the lighter wouldn't happen
For the nights in the bunker when I shoulda been out clubbin'
For the years of my life that I spent in a oven
Bakin' up a body of work that gon' outlive the tax man
Bakin' up a catalog thicker than a Bible in a back hand
Every rapper in the moment, I'ma rapper for the vault
Y'all been dancin' for a summer — I been buildin' for the fault
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
Run it up on the decade, I been cookin' for ten years
Run it up on the silence, I been speakin' to the mirrors
Run it up on the doubt, every girlfriend said I'm whack
Now I'm runnin' up the bars like I'm runnin' up a tab
Run it up on the holler, they ain't give me no credit
Now my name on a lineage they gon' have to amend it
Every rapper from the ridge, every kid in the valley
Gon' trace it back to Diesel like a saga from the alley
Run it up on the faith, I been prayin' to the Flame
When the preachers was sellin' me a comfortable name
Run it up on the wisdom, I been readin' ancient pages
While these rappers was readin' on a platform that enrages
Run it up on the women that ain't see what they had
Now they textin' on the birthdays and the holidays — too bad
Every one of y'all a footnote in a book I ain't published
Every ex a chapter that the Father gonna scrub
[Hook]
[Verse 3 — flow switch, faster, tighter]
Run it up, double-time, triple it, quadruplicate
Run it up, nickel, dime, quarter, can't understate
Run it up on the competition, run it up on the game
Every MC I ever heard just a variant of same
Same pocket, same flow, same money-chain-women theme
I'm a variant of none — I'm the anomaly, the dream
Run it up on the culture, run it up on the genre
Run it up 'til the day every critic gotta honor
The rapper from the holler with the Avesta in his back
Got the Father in the verse, got the gas in the track
Run it up on the chart, run it up on the stream
Run it up on the day when a record ain't a dream
But a prophecy fulfilled by the boy they tried to bury
Every shovel that they threw, I was turnin' it to quarry
I'm a mountain now, y'all still arguin' about the hill
Run it up on y'all fortunes — my floor is y'all ceiling still
[Hook]
[Outro — spoken, cold]
Run it up
Every year, every bar, every breath
Diesel don't stop
Diesel don't lose
Diesel just run it up
Yeah
05
Scam
Protest · Conspiracy
2020 Diesel refusing the narrative. Zeitgeist-pilled brain meets pandemic paranoia. The prophet who saw it coming since 2008.
[Intro]
Yeah
2020
They said trust the science
I said show me the data
Diesel
Scam
[Refrain — half-sung, cold]
Scam, scam, everything a scam
Scam, scam, they been lyin' to the land
Scam, scam, wake up if you can
Scam, scam, Diesel ain't a fan
[Verse 1]
They said stay inside, they said shut your mouth
They said wear the mask, they said north is south
They said trust the doctor, I said show the trial
They said trust the science, I said science take a while
They was rushin' somethin' out that ain't been tested twice
Tellin' me to take it or I pay a heavy price
I said nah I'm good, I got a fire in my chest
I got the Father watchin', I got asha, got the rest
Of y'all can line up, wrap around the block
I'ma stay in the bunker writin' bars 'til the lock
Come off the world and the truth start to leak
That the thing that they was pushin' wasn't what the mouth speak
Every friend I had got the shot, got the second
Got the booster, got the booster, got the booster — ain't that heaven
Now they wonderin' why they heart do a funny little beat
Now they wonderin' why the energy ain't reachin' to the feet
[Refrain]
[Verse 2]
Two-thousand and eight I watched the movie, knew the plan
Watched it happen slow for a decade, understand
When the sickness hit the news I already knew the script
Read it in the book, watched it unfold, watched it flip
Into everything they promised back in oh-eight
Central bank crash, global reset, nation state
Bought up by the boys that was runnin' all the banks
While they told us clap our hands and say the frontline thanks
I ain't thank nobody that was pushin' me a lie
I ain't clap, I ain't cheer, I ain't bow, I ain't cry
I just watched, I just wrote, I just rolled up a zip
Let the whole world sink while I was stayin' on my grip
They called me crazy, called me selfish, called me wild
I said save the labels for the ones that got beguiled
Into takin' what they told 'em without readin' the page
I'ma die with my own blood, I'ma die on my own stage
[Refrain]
[Verse 3 — shorter, landing]
I ain't a doctor, I ain't a scientist, I ain't a priest
I just read a lotta books and I trust the Flame at least
More than I trust a man on the TV in a coat
Tellin' me to take the needle or my job don't quote
When the dust settle and the data come to light
And the studies start emergin' and the lawsuits start to cite
Every warning that we gave, every flag that we flew
I'ma be the one that's standin' sayin' Diesel told you
[Refrain]
[Outro — spoken]
Yeah
Scam, scam, scam
I ain't bitter
I ain't mad
Just right
Diesel
06
My People
Loyalty · Warmth
The ones who rode when nobody believed. Paid the tax on a love they couldn't feel. When he splits the throne, they split too.
[Intro — spoken, warm]
Yeah
To the ones who was there
To the ones who still here
Diesel
My people
[Hook — sung, heartfelt and anthemic]
My people, my people, the ones who never left
My people, my people, the ones who stayed blessed
When the world turned cold, when the doubt went deep
When the bunker got dark, y'all ain't sleep
My people, my people, I'ma hold y'all for life
My people, my people, y'all the reason I write
When I run it up, y'all runnin' with me
My people, my people, Father bless the whole tree
[Verse 1]
To the ones who picked up when the line was dead
To the ones who believed when the world ain't read
A single word I wrote, a single bar I bled
To the ones who rode through when the tires was shred
To the ones who said Diesel, keep goin', keep grindin'
When the girlfriend was laughin' and the mama wasn't findin'
A reason to love me in the version I was
My people kept prayin' when I lost the was
Of who I useta be, seen the who I was becomin'
My people ain't flinch when the county started runnin'
Stories 'bout the Diesel with the rap nobody wanted
My people said let 'em talk, let the haters stay haunted
By the silence of a man they ain't fully understand
By the faith of a flame they ain't know was in the sand
Of the hourglass that Father put beneath my name
My people — without y'all I ain't nothin' but a flame
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
Loyalty over everything, that ain't even a phrase
That's a lifestyle, that's a spine, that's a kingdom of days
Built on every time you showed up, every time you showed out
Every time you passed me a blunt without a doubt
That the man in front of you was worth the air he was breathin'
Every time you gave me dollars when the dollars was leavin'
Every time you said Diesel you gon' make it, don't quit
Every time you put my tape in when the world wouldn't admit
That the kid was different, that the kid was somethin' else
That the kid from the holler had a catalog of wealth
In a notebook that the industry ain't opened yet
You ain't doubted, you ain't folded, you ain't had me in debt
Emotional, financial, spiritual, you covered
My people — I would die for you and five of your brothers
'Cause loyalty ain't loyalty 'til it cost you somethin' real
My people paid the tax on a love they couldn't feel
[Hook]
[Verse 3 — tighter, landing]
When the Diesel hit the charts, when the Diesel hit the stage
When the Diesel get his name on the cover of the page
Every interview, every camera, every bright little light
I'ma say your name first, I'ma keep my people right
Ain't no new friends, ain't no industry plants
Ain't no groupies, ain't no yes-men, ain't no fake advance
Just the ones who was here when the here was a tomb
Just the ones who held the lighter while I sat in the room
Writin' verses in the dark that the whole world gon' know
My people got the first demo on a CD that was slow
Burnin' in the Camaro on a Kmart lot night
My people heard it rawer than the whole planet might
Y'all the scholars, y'all the witnesses, y'all the jury, y'all the proof
That a prophet from the holler had the truth in the booth
My people, when I make it, I ain't made it alone
Every throne I ascend I'ma split up the throne
[Hook]
[Outro — spoken, warm]
My people
Forever
We ride
We rise
Together
Diesel
07
Flame
Theology · Masterclass
The historical flex. The Magi were Zoroastrian priests. Every religion has a mother — and Diesel's people got the kid.
[Intro — sung, reverent]
Flame
Older than the cross
Older than the book
Diesel
Listen
[Hook — sung, anthemic]
Flame, Flame, burn inside the chest
Flame, Flame, outlast every test
Before the preacher, before the priest, before the pew
Before the gospel got a tune, the Flame was true
Flame, Flame, ancient as the dawn
Flame, Flame, carry me along
Father lit it up before my mama held me
Flame, Flame, the only thing to tell me
[Verse 1]
Flame been lit since Zarathustra seen a vision in the sand
Three thousand years before the Nazarene extended His hand
Every prophet y'all been quotin' got the fire from my line
Every savior got a fingerprint that traces to my shrine
Magi from the east was Zoroastrian priests
Followed a star y'all call the Christmas — baby we the feast
That the story started with, the wise men at the cradle
Wasn't no Galilean priests — the Persians set the table
Y'all been eatin' off the plate we served three millennia back
Callin' the entrée "Christianity" like we ain't cook the stack
I ain't mad, I'm just teachin', I'm just liftin' up the lid
Every religion got a mother, and my people got the kid
Flame older than the Torah, Flame older than the Qur'an
Flame the original breath before the first psalm was sung
I'm a servant of the Flame, I'm a son of the original
Every bar a little proof, every verse a little ritual
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
Good thoughts, good words, good deeds — the oldest code alive
Three words from my ancestors that every soul should drive
Their whole entire existence by, but the modern man forgot
That the ethics y'all been claimin' got a root y'all ain't taught
In the schoolbooks, in the churches, in the Sunday sermon chats
Teachers talkin' "do unto others" — where you think that come at
Before the Nazarene was sayin' it the Persians had it wrote
Every "love thy neighbor" was a verse from Zarathustra's throat
I ain't tryin' to steal the credit — I'm just returnin' it to home
Every scripture got a source and the source ain't what you know
Flame been burnin' in the temple while the temples got burned
Every empire tried to kill us, Flame just deeper got adjourned
Into hearts, into bloodlines, into sons that couldn't speak
The old language but the fire still showed up in they cheek
I'm a boy from the holler with a flame four thousand deep
Y'all been prayin' to a candle — I been prayin' to the wick
[Hook]
[Verse 3 — tighter, closing statement]
Flame don't need your belief, Flame don't need your vote
Flame don't need your building, Flame don't need your quote
Flame just burn when a real soul get near
Flame just answer when a real son call clear
Mama traded fire for a prophet twice removed
Didn't know the prophet came from fire we always proved
I forgive her for the swap 'cause the swap is what they taught
Three thousand years of erasure — she just bought
The package that the empire packaged for the colony
Every missionary mission was a burial ceremony
For the faith that preceded them, the flame they couldn't cage
Y'all called it pagan, called it devil, called it rage
Nah — y'all called it older than the lie y'all been sellin'
Y'all called it the original before the rewritten version
I'ma keep the Flame lit 'til my final damn breath
Father, Son, Flame eternal — y'all the remix, I'm the text
[Hook]
[Outro — spoken, cold and reverent]
Flame
Before the cross
Before the book
Before the name y'all sayin'
Diesel keep the fire
Forever
Yeah
08
Next
Closer · Prophecy
The forward-looking statement. Breadcrumbs in the bunker. Ten years, twenty years, forty years, a hundred years, a thousand year echo.
[Intro — spoken, cold]
Yeah
2020 in the books
Y'all been warned
Diesel
Next
[Hook — sung, confident and final]
Next, next, watch the whole script flip
Next, next, every chapter I ripped
Was a rehearsal for the book that ain't been bound
Next, next, turn the volume up loud
Next, next, y'all ain't ready for the reign
Next, next, Diesel changin' every name
On the list of the greatest, on the roll of the game
Next, next — remember where you heard it came
[Verse 1]
Y'all ain't heard the half, y'all ain't seen the quarter
Y'all ain't read a single stanza that my Father ever taught me
In the long nights when the pen was like a sword in my palm
Every bar a warrior in a kingdom of calm
I been stockpilin' weapons while the industry was sleepin'
Been recordin' with the lights off while the audience was weepin'
'Bout the state of the game, 'bout the state of the art
I been sharpenin' in silence while the loud ones departed
From the podium, from the chart, from the conversation
I been buildin' a discography that'll outlive a nation
Every album I drop is a brick in the cathedral
That the culture gon' be worshipin' when I'm already spiritual
Y'all been chasin' a summer, I been chasin' a century
A hundred years from now they gon' study this documentary
I left you breadcrumbs in the bunker, clues in every verse
Y'all gon' find the whole map when the timeline reverse
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
Next album comin' harder than the seven previous
Next bar comin' sharper than the blade of the righteous
Next flow comin' colder than the winter in the east
Next hook comin' deeper than a prayer at a feast
I'm a ten-year bet, I'm a twenty-year investment
I'm a forty-year footnote in the textbook of the restless
I'm a hundred-year shadow on the wall of the greats
I'm a thousand-year echo in the chest of the late
Every kid that gon' pick up a pen after me
Gon' trace a little lineage to a holler by a tree
Where the Diesel used to write in a bedroom with a lamp
While a pandemic closed the world and a girlfriend called me swamp
Next, next, the whole thing bout to shift
Next, next, watch the weight of the lift
Every rapper in the game gon' be measurin' against
The bar that Diesel raised when the bar wasn't dense
[Hook]
[Verse 3 — closing statement, final bars]
2020 was the warm-up, 2022 was the wound
Next chapter is the kingdom, next chapter is the bloom
Every flower need a winter, every prophet need a cave
I been cavin' for a decade — watch me rise from the grave
Of the underground where y'all buried me alive
I been breathin' through the dirt, I been readin' by the fire
Of a match that I been holdin' since my mama dropped the name
Of the Father on her son 'cause she forgot about the Flame
I remembered, I returned, I recorded every word
Every notebook is a testament, every verse is a sword
I ain't askin' for the crown, I'm informin' y'all I wear it
Been crown since the womb — y'all just finally gon' bear it
Next is not a promise, next is not a plan
Next is the fulfillment of a prophecy by hand
Written in the bunker, in the holler, in the Flame
Every bar you 'bout to hear gon' be canonized by name
[Hook]
[Outro — spoken, cold and final]
Next
The kingdom comin'
The Flame still lit
Diesel been the answer
Y'all just askin' the wrong question
Yeah
2020 out
Next loadin'
20195 TRACKSNitro, WV
Fravashi
The Guardian Spirit
The debut. Zoroastrian hip-hop carved out of the holler.
01
Fravashi
Opener · Thesis
The guardian spirit. The statement. A gangster priest making offerings to the Father while the world sleeps.
[Intro — spoken over santur]
Fravashi
The guardian spirit
The Father's breath before the body
I rap for the Flame
Everything else is atmosphere
Diesel
Listen
[Verse 1]
Father, I'm in the booth again, smoke above my head
Like the incense at the fire temple, bars like a prayer said
Every syllable an offering, every couplet a flame
I don't rap for the charts, I rap for Your name
Ahura Mazda watchin' while the county try to fold me
Sheriff on the corner, beauty in the Bentley holdin'
My hand like she know she in the presence of a priest
That the world ain't knighted yet but the Father already did
T in the passenger rollin' up another one
Laughin' at the sheriff 'cause the sheriff ain't got one
Clue what he lookin' at, ain't got a single notion
That the man he pullin' over kiss the ground of the ocean
Of the East where the wisdom been before his grandmother
Was a thought in the mind of a man called her father
I ain't famous, Father, I ain't askin' for it
I'm askin' for the fire, I'ma handle the chorus
[Verse 2]
Davi in the kitchen, finest thing in the state
Skin like the dusk on the Yazd horizon late
She don't get the Avesta but she get the vibration
She feel the fravashi even if she can't name it
Said Diesel you a problem, said Diesel you a star
Said Diesel you the realest dude in any damn bar
She say the music whack but her body say different
Body say this is the one she was sent to be given
To a kingdom she can't see yet, a throne she can't witness
She just know she kiss a king when she kiss me in the kitchen
Even when her mouth sayin' the rap is subpar
Her soul know the difference, her soul know who we are
[Verse 3]
Holler full of beauty, every weekend a parade
Baddest women in the state tryna ride in my shade
I ain't chasin', I ain't beggin', I ain't hollerin' at none
They come to me like moths when the Flame is the sun
T say Diesel slow down, I say T it's the light
I ain't tellin' 'em come, I'm just shinin' in the night
Father made me a lamp, I'ma lamp 'til I'm dust
I'ma lamp on the block, I'ma lamp in the cuss
Of the cops that keep followin', the haters that keep writin'
My name in the comments like they tryin' to keep me frightened
Ain't no fright in a man that's prayin' to the flame
Ain't no fright in a man that's rappin' for the name
That came before Abraham, before Moses had a staff
Before Jesus was a verse in the Father's first draft
I'm a priest with a pen, I'm a king with no crown
I'm the uncle you ain't met yet that'll turn your town down
[Verse 4]
Ten years from now they gon' dig this up like a fossil
Say damn, Diesel was in the cut cookin' up a gospel
While the mainstream was coastin' on a simulated sound
He was down in West Virginia with the Flame and the crown
Of the hidden, the invisible, the servant of the Father
The lamp in the holler, the prophet in the offer
Of a culture that ain't ready for a Zoroastrian flow
Comin' out of Nitro like a whisper in the snow
But the whisper gon' echo, the whisper gon' multiply
Every bar a ember that the Father gon' keep dry
Till the day the world wake up and run the record back
Sayin' Diesel told us, we just ain't had the map
[Outro — spoken over fading santur]
Father
Ahura Mazda
The Flame
Everything I make
Is for You
Diesel
Fravashi
The record start
02
Smoke
Stoner Anthem · Universal
Weed all day. Incense all night. A party banger where every blunt is secretly a prayer.
[Intro]
Yeah
Diesel
Pass that, pass that
Smoke, smoke
Listen
[Hook — sung, addictive]
Smoke, smoke, all day, I'm a cloud in the room
Smoke, smoke, hallway, got the whole house perfume
Smoke, smoke, wake up, smoke 'til the afternoon
Smoke, smoke, can't stop, got me talkin' to the moon
Smoke, smoke, all day, I'm a cloud in the room
Smoke, smoke, hallway, got the whole house perfume
[Verse 1]
Wake up, roll up, never hit the snooze
Pour up, light up, never catch the blues
Davi in the bathroom puttin' lotion on her thighs
I'm in the bed with an ember and the skies
Lookin' blue through the window and the smoke lookin' white
Got the whole holler smellin' like a holy day tonight
T pull up with the pound, T pull up with the bag
T pull up like a saint with a wave of the flag
Light another one, watch it dance like it know me
Watch the ember like it holy, watch it slow me
Down from all the noise, down from all the chase
Down from all the women, down from all the race
I don't need nothin' but a blunt and a window
And the Father in the smoke like He wrote me a memo
Sayin' son, slow down, let the smoke do the talkin'
Let the ember be the altar when the holler get to squawkin'
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
Girls in the living room, three of 'em deep
One for every one of us, ain't nobody lose sleep
Davi on the loveseat rollin' one for the table
T got the aux, got the speaker on cable
Hot-boxin' the whole crib like the walls gon' remember
Every conversation that we had from September
'Til the New Year, 'til the next one, 'til forever
I don't trust a sober man, I don't trust no ever
I ain't sayin' drink the bottle, I ain't sayin' lose it
I just know a man don't smoke is a man don't use it
The gift that the Father put in the leaf for a reason
To slow us down, to bring us home, to remind us the season
That we in is a gift, that the breath is a blessing
That the smoke is a prayer when the mouth stop confessing
Pass it to the left, pass it to the right
Pass it to the girl with the eyes like the night
[Hook]
[Outro — sung, fading]
Smoke, smoke, all day
Smoke, smoke, all day
Father in the cloud
Father in the cloud
Yeah
Diesel
03
Light
Anthem · Universal
The shine you were born with that nobody can take. A radio-ready universal anthem about the fire in every soul.
[Intro]
Yeah
Light in me, light in me
You can't put it out
Tried, tried, tried
Diesel
[Hook — sung, huge and simple]
Light in me, light in me
Turn it up, let it breathe
Light in me, light in me
You can't take what they ain't give
Light in me, light in me
Born with it, born free
Light in me, light in me
Shine, shine, shine on me
[Verse 1]
Some of us born with a shine in the chest
Some of us chase it but we already blessed
Some of us fight it, some of us hide it
Some of us swallow it, some of us ride it
Into every room, into every night
Into every heart that was missin' a light
You can feel it when it walk in the door
You can feel it when it rise off the floor
Can't buy it, can't sell it, can't rent it, can't take it
Can't borrow it, can't steal it, can't copy, can't fake it
Either you got it or you standin' in the shadow
Of somebody who got it, and the light is the gospel
Shine, shine, shine, let it burn up the room
Shine, shine, shine, let it cut through the gloom
Shine, shine, shine, they gon' hate what you glow
Shine, shine, shine, let 'em hate, let it show
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
They tried to dim it, they tried to drown it
They tried to bury it, they tried to crown it
With a different name, with a different shape
With a different story, with a different drape
Over the flame, but the flame didn't bend
Over the light, but the light didn't end
You can't kill what was born with the sky
You can't hush what was built to fly
Every room I walk in get a little more warm
Every cold night I show up turn into a storm
Of the brightest kind, the kind that heal
The kind that show you what is real
Real recognize real, and the light recognize light
When you see another one shinin', you nod in the night
Ain't no ego in the flame, ain't no envy in the glow
Just a salute from a shine to a shine, then you go
[Hook]
[Bridge — sung, soaring]
Shine, shine, shine
Don't let 'em turn it off
Shine, shine, shine
Don't let 'em cut it soft
Shine, shine, shine
You was born with the spark
Shine, shine, shine
Light it up in the dark
[Verse 3]
Everybody got a light but not everybody know
Everybody got a light but not everybody show
Some of us spend the whole life tryna find the switch
Some of us got it from the jump and we rich
In a way the money couldn't measure, couldn't touch
In a way the fame don't matter, don't mean much
If the light ain't lit, if the shine ain't there
If the spark ain't real, then the crown ain't fair
So shine, shine, shine
Let the rest catch up
Shine, shine, shine
Keep the lantern lit up
[Hook]
[Outro — sung, fading]
Light in me
Light in me
Light in me
Shine
Yeah
Diesel
05
Father
Prayer · Universal
Every bar he ever wrote was to the Father. Ahura Mazda in the subtext — universal God in the surface. The album's spiritual core.
[Intro — spoken, quiet]
Father
I know You hear me
Even when I'm quiet
Even when I'm wrong
Yeah
Diesel
[Hook — sung, prayerful and huge]
Father, Father, can You hear me
Father, Father, stay near me
When the world get loud
When the room get cold
When I lose my way
And the night get old
Father, Father, can You hear me
Father, Father, stay near me
[Verse 1]
Been talkin' to You since I learned how to talk
Been walkin' with You since I learned how to walk
Through the good days, through the long nights
Through the dark rooms, through the wrong lights
You was there when nobody was there
You was there when the room was bare
You was there when the money was gone
You was there when the love was wrong
I ain't perfect, I ain't pretendin'
I been lyin', I been sinnin', I been bendin'
Every rule that You laid at my feet
Every truth that You whispered to me in my sleep
But You love me anyway, You keep me anyway
You forgive me anyway, You breathe me anyway
Every mornin' that I wake up is a gift from Your hand
Every breath is a note in a song You already planned
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
I don't pray for riches, I don't pray for gold
I don't pray for fame, I don't pray to get old
I just pray to stay honest, pray to stay clean
Pray to stay grateful, pray to stay keen
To the voice in the silence, the whisper in the wind
The nudge in the chest when I'm 'bout to sin
The pull on the heart when I'm 'bout to break
The hand on the shoulder when I'm 'bout to shake
Keep me humble, Father, keep me low
Keep me movin', Father, keep me slow
Enough to listen, fast enough to rise
Quiet enough to hear You, loud enough to testify
That You real, that You there, that You watchin' all of us
Even when we runnin', even when we cuss
Even when we cheatin' on the promises we made
Father, You the only thing I ain't afraid to trade
[Hook]
[Bridge — sung, building]
When I can't find my way
When the lights go out
When I'm on my knees
And I'm full of doubt
Father, Father, come and find me
Father, Father, stand behind me
Father, Father, let me feel You
Father, Father, I still need You
[Verse 3 — softer, confessional]
I been angry at You, Father, I ain't gon' front
I been cussin' at the ceiling like You the one to blunt
Every bad thing that happened, every door that got slammed
Every prayer that went up and came back unmanned
But I know now, Father, it was me the whole time
Lookin' for the outside when the problem was inside
You ain't never leave me, I just wasn't lookin' right
I was searchin' in the daylight when You livin' in the night
Of my heart, of my breath, of the quiet of my soul
You been there, Father, You been whole
While I been fractured, You been all
While I been fallin', You been the call
I'm comin' back, Father, I'm comin' home
I'm puttin' down the weight, I'm puttin' down the phone
I'm kneelin' in the room where ain't nobody watchin'
Father, talk to me, I'm done with the blockin'
[Hook]
[Outro — whispered, fading]
I love You, Father
I love You, Father
I love You, Father
Yeah
Diesel
06
Nitro
Closer · Hometown Flag
Closes the album with the city that raised him. WWI munitions town, chemical valley, every weekend a funeral, every bar a resurrection.
[Intro — spoken, cold and reverbed]
Yeah
Nitro, West Virginia
Born from gunpowder
Named after the boom
Diesel
This my city
[Verse 1]
Nitro, West Virginia — named after the blast
Built in the first great war to supply the firing cast
Gunpowder town, munitions on the river
Chemical body raised a boy with a shiver
In his chest when he saw the smoke stack risin'
Every mornin' from the valley like a church bell of the Sigh-
rens that went off when the plant had a leak
Whole town knew the drill, whole town couldn't speak
'Cause the lungs was on loan from a company that rented
Every breath we was takin', every dollar we spent it
Back to the plant that was payin' it forward
To the factory graves where our grandfathers swarmed
Union jackets on the wall of every house in my grid
Every kid got a granddaddy that the chemicals hid
Nitro, born in a flash, born in a firestorm
City built on the boom, city named for what I am
[Verse 2]
25 runnin' east, 64 runnin' wide
Two-lane highways stitched the valley to the pride
Of a boy in a pickup with a pen in the glove
Writin' bars at the red light, every stoplight a love
Letter to the town that was tryna run me out
Every county cop in Putnam know the tags on my route
Pull me over by the bridge, pull me over by the plant
Pull me over by the Kmart where the exit got the slant
Of a parking lot my granddaddy met my granny in
Pull me over on the streets where my daddy walked me in
To the barbershop where the old heads dropped the stories
'Bout the flood of '85, 'bout the Carbide factory
'Bout the boys that didn't come home from the shift
'Bout the cancer in the water, 'bout the valley in the mist
I ain't just a rapper, I'm the archive in motion
Every verse is a eulogy, every bar is a ocean
[Verse 3]
Nitro taught me how to fight before I knew how to read
Nitro taught me how to run 'fore I knew how to speed
Nitro taught me every redneck ain't my enemy
Nitro taught me every cop ain't tryna remedy
A single thing except the itch of his boredom
Nitro taught me how to smile at the badge with decorum
While I'm smokin' something he could smell through the glass
Nitro taught me how to carry every ass
That the county tried to bury — I'm a pallbearer for the ghosts
Of the boys that didn't make it out the holler or the coasts
Of the Kanawha gettin' tired of the same damn deaths
Overdose, football field, mine, industrial meths
Nitro raised me with a funeral every weekend
Nitro taught me death was a weather, not a season
Now I'm standin' at the booth with the whole town behind me
Every ancestor in the chemical rain remind me
That I'm rappin' for the valley that the world forgot
For the chemical babies and the factory knot
[Verse 4 — closing bars of the album]
This the last song, this the last verse, this the sign-off
Fravashi on the cover, Nitro on the liner note
I rep a town that rep me back when the world ain't claim
I carry a whole zip code every time I say my name
Every plant worker dead from the shit they made
Every grandmother cancered from the water they paid
Every uncle overdosed on the pill that the doctor prescribed
Every cousin in the cemetery sayin' we survived
Nitro, every time I spit is a headstone reversed
Nitro, every bar a resurrection in verse
I'ma put the 25-Fourteen on the global map
I'ma put the chemical valley in the Spotify app
Every kid from Putnam County gon' point at the screen
Say look — that's Diesel, that's our boy, that's our scene
Nitro, West Virginia, born from the boom
Diesel, Fravashi, the prophet in the room
Nitro — I'ma write your name in every language that I learn
Nitro — 'til the day I die and the factories burn
[Outro — spoken, cold and final]
Nitro, West Virginia
Twenty-five-seven-one-four-three
The chemical valley
The boom town
Diesel
Fravashi — out
We home
2000-20228 TRACKS
Standalones
Singles & Loosies
Tracks that stand on their own — outside the album cycle.
01
Unlove Me
01
Diesel
Standalone
The Single · Career-Defining
The autobiography. The fuel that carries the weight. Every era of him in one anthem. Diesel — the fuel that the future gon' be fed with.
[Intro — spoken, cinematic reverb]
Diesel
You know what a diesel is
Fuel that don't burn easy
Fuel that take the pressure
Fuel that carry the weight
That's me
Listen
[Hook — sung, anthemic]
They call me Diesel, Diesel, burn slow, burn long
They call me Diesel, Diesel, keep goin' when the tank gone
Fuel don't spark, fuel ignite from the compression
Every bar I ever wrote was a pressure confession
Diesel, Diesel, burn through the night
Diesel, Diesel, the fuel in the fight
Burn slow, burn long, burn 'til the sun come
Burn slow, burn long, Diesel the only one
[Verse 1 — the origin]
Buffalo holler birthed a boy with a book in his hand
Pretty little surfer kid with the sand and the land
Sports trophies dusty on a shelf that didn't fit him
Every coach said superstar, every scout said limit
Ain't no limit in a kid that the county couldn't measure
Ain't no ceiling in a boy that the preacher couldn't pressure
Mama wanted Jesus, son was readin' Zarathustra
Three-thousand-year religion that the Americans ain't used to
T-tops off, Camaro, Kmart parkin' lot
Fucked everything that moved, fought everything I got
Pulled over for my beauty, searched for my blood
Every redneck county cop ain't liked me 'fore they judged
Big fish, little pond, the pond started to boil
Every bigger fish tried to plant me in the soil
I kept risin', kept punchin', kept writin', kept breathin'
Every bar a little seed in a ground I was leavin'
[Verse 2 — the transformation]
Two-thousand-eight the documentary hit
Zeitgeist in my brain, knew the world was a script
My Zoroastrian blood finally got the validation
The Magi in the manger — my people, my nation
Three thousand years before the cross, we had the code
Good thoughts, good words, good deeds — asha on the road
Two-thousand-thirteen I went deeper in the study
Every page of the Avesta like a mirror, like a buddy
Father finally named, Ahura Mazda finally claimed
Flame in the chest finally recognized the frame
Two-thousand-eighteen I dropped Fravashi on the world
World ain't ready, world ain't listen, world ain't curled
Its ears to the new sound, world ain't open
Davi in the kitchen sayin' Diesel you ain't chosen
I ain't argue, I ain't fight her, I ain't beg her to believe
Just kept writin' in the notebook that the Father gonna read
[Hook]
[Verse 3 — the present]
Two-thousand-twenty locked me in the bunker with the flame
Every girlfriend doubted, every genre mispronounced the name
I came out that motherfucker sharper than a sermon
Every bar I write a weapon, every verse a determin-
ation of the decade that I'ma finally own
Two-thousand-twenty-two I finally opened up the bone
Buffalo the album was the wound I couldn't hide
Daddy dyin' lookin' for a ridge, mama sold my pride
Two hundred acres gone like a dream I woke from
Sunflower in Yazd like a sun I run from
Never — she the light that finally match my own
Persian desert meet Appalachian throne
Now it's next — and next mean the kingdom coming
Every prophet need a cave, every cave need the hummin'
Of a man in the dark writin' scripture by the match
I been the match, been the scripture, been the cave and the catch
[Bridge — choir enters, cinematic swell]
Fuel that don't burn easy
Fuel that carry the weight
Fuel that take the pressure
Fuel that ignite late
Diesel, Diesel
The kingdom comin' home
Diesel, Diesel
The prophet on the throne
[Verse 4 — the legacy bar]
They called my rap whack, I kept goin'
They called my faith weird, I kept knowin'
They called my town small, I kept reppin'
They called my flame false, I kept steppin'
Every doubter turned a footnote in a chapter I been writin'
Every critic turned a casualty of bars that I been strikin'
Down upon the culture like a hammer on the anvil
Every syllable a weapon that the future gon' dismantle
Every verse I ever wrote outlivin' every rapper
I'ma die and still be streamin' while y'all kids become the capper
On a era that ain't started — I'ma start it when I finish
Every ending a beginning that the Father gonna burnish
I been Diesel since the womb, I been Diesel 'fore my name
I been Diesel 'fore my mama met my daddy by the flame
I'ma Diesel 'til the casket, I'ma Diesel in the grave
I'ma Diesel in the eulogy the grandkids gonna save
Diesel — the fuel that the future gon' be fed with
[Hook — final, bigger]
[Outro — spoken, cinematic and final]
I was a wild kid
I became a prophet
I lost everything
I found the Flame
I was doubted
I was buried
I kept burning
I kept carrying
My name is Diesel
And the fuel don't burn easy
And the tank ain't given up yet
Diesel
Forever
02
Sermon
Standalone
Skill Flex · Masterclass
Pure lyrical annihilation. No hook, no break, four verses, flow switches. The preacher at the pulpit going crazy.
[Intro — spoken, reverbed]
Yeah
Diesel
Sit down, take notes
This a sermon
Listen
[Verse 1]
Preacher at the pulpit, flock 'round the altar
Every bar a commandment from a testament that's taller
Than the Washington monument, older than the dawn
Of the winter at the temple where the fire still stand
I'm a holler-born prophet with a pocket full of pen
Every syllable a seed that'll grow back again
I been rappin' since the womb, ain't start spittin', I begin
With my first breath, with my first cry, with my first word
Every bar been buildin' to the one that you just heard
Multi-syllable, scripture-able, biblical in biblical
My opponents pitiful, my metaphors invisible
To the eye of the average, only seen by the initiated
Half my bars theological, the other half decimated
Your whole career in the booth while you thought you was dominant
I was quantum, I was quasar, I was omen and I was ominous
References you ain't caught, pull up Genius in a week
And they still ain't annotated half the shit that I speak
[Verse 2 — flow switch, faster triplets]
Speed it up, speed it up, check the pocket switch
Rapper pocket pick it pocket, bodies droppin' quick
In and out the double-time, triplets on the triplets
Every rapper in the county on my jock list, flippin'
Through the pages of the notebook, lookin' for a formula
Ain't no formula but Diesel and the Father — I'm the formula
I'm the only, I'm the anomaly, I'm the only one
In the underground with a Zoroastrian monopoly on
What a rap verse supposed to sound like when the culture get confused
I'm unused, I'm uncooked, I'm unfiltered, I'm unbothered
One-of-one original — ain't had a single father
In the rap game inspire me, I came out the ground
With my own style, my own voice, my own fucking sound
Name a rapper that could hang with me? I'll wait, I'll pause
I'll give you fifteen minutes — you gon' come back with nothing 'cause
Ain't nobody fittin' to smoke a Diesel in the booth
Every rapper that tried left the booth missin' a tooth
I been sparring with the ghosts of the legends you can't reach
Shadow-boxin' Pun in a dream of a beach
Wakin' up with his timing in my wrist, in my bones
Breathin' Nas in my lungs, spittin' Pac from my throne
[Verse 3 — slower, heavier]
Slow it down, slow it down, let 'em catch they breath
Let the culture take a minute 'fore I speak on my depth
I been readin' ancient scripture while these rappers readin' Reddit
I been learnin' Avestan while they learnin' how to edit
Autotune onto a voice that don't deserve the frequency
The Father put the fire in me, the Father gave me range
From a holler to a heaven, from a gutter to a change
Of the culture that'll come when the culture finally read me
When the critics finally hear me, when the labels finally need me
Not 'cause I been chasin' 'em, 'cause they finally gon' chase
Ain't no industry executive gon' look me in the face
Without knowin' he was passin' on the best thing ever made
For twenty-somethin' years while he gave out the grade
To a thousand mediocre mouths with a marketing approach
I'm a rapper, not a product, ain't no product in my coach
I'm the coach, I'm the player, I'm the stadium, the light
I'm the tape you thought was missin' — I was under your nose all night
[Verse 4 — final verse]
Last verse, no hook, no break, just a closer
I'm a relay with no teammate, I'm the whole composure
Of a generation runnin' out of things to say
I got a hundred notebooks full, I put one on the tray
Every day I write another, every week I burn a record
Every month I make a tape the industry ain't checked yet
I ain't waitin' for a co-sign, I ain't beggin' for a look
The hook gon' find me 'cause the hook gon' have to
If you want the next evolution of the rap that we construct
You gotta go through Diesel, gotta go through the Flame
Gotta go through the holler, gotta go through the name
That you ain't heard of yet but you gon' hear it soon
On the radio, in the stadium, in the afternoon
I'ma rise 'til they notice, I'ma rise 'til they choke
On the fact that the kid that they ignored became the GOAT
Y'all can keep your kings, y'all can keep your queens
Diesel don't want the crown — Diesel IS the scene
Drop the mic, drop the pen, drop the beat on the floor
Sermon finished. Congregation — head to the door
[Outro — spoken, cold]
Yeah
Sermon over
Y'all take notes?
Good
Diesel
Best rapper alive
03
Asha
Standalone
Sacred Ballad · Female Vocal
The Hallelujah of Zoroastrianism. A monumental female voice carries the eternal word. Diesel brings the fire. The song the world sings together.
[Intro — female voice alone, piano only, angelic]
Asha...
Ashaaaaa...
Ooh, oh, ohhh
Asha...
[Hook 1 — female lead, controlled but powerful, builds]
Asha, Asha (ohhh)
The truth before the word
Asha, Asha (yeah)
The light before the world
Before the stars, before the sun
Before the breath, before the one
Who spoke the cosmos into song
Asha, Asha, carryin' us alonnnnng
(Ohhh, carryin' us along)
[Verse 1 — Diesel, fiery and sharp]
Before the cross was a symbol, before the crescent was a moon
Before the star was of David, before the hymn was in tune
Ahura spoke the universe into the deepest dark
Zarathustra heard the whisper, lit the first eternal spark
Every Wise Man in the stable was a priest from my line
Every parable you read got a fingerprint of mine
Good thoughts, good words, good deeds — the code of the cosmos
Asha over druj — the truth over the lost cause
[Hook 2 — female lead, fuller, starting to open up]
Asha, Asha (ohhh yeah)
The truth that never bent (never bent)
Asha, Asha (hear me now)
The light that Ahura sent (yes He sent)
Before the stars, before the sun
Before the breath, before the one
Who spoke the cosmos into song
Asha, Ashaaaaaa
(Carry me along, ohhh)
[Verse 2 — Diesel, mic drop mode]
Ahura mean the Lord, Mazda mean the Wisdom
Put 'em both together, that's the Lord of every system
He the Father of the light, He the Architect of the jewel
Every atom in your body was aligned with His rule
Druj the lie, asha the truth, every soul got a choice
Every mornin' that you wake up, you decide whose voice
Y'all been worshipin' the shadow of the one I'm naming plain
Y'all been chasin' the reflection while I'm standin' with the flame
[Bridge — female voice takes over, wordless runs, choir enters]
Ohhhh, oh yeah
(Ahhhhh, asha)
Asha vahishta, asha vahishta
Truth is best, truth is best
Ohhhh, lift me up (lift me up)
Ohhhh, let me through (let me through)
Ahura Mazda, lead me home
Ahura Mazda, You're the throne
(Choir: Ashaaaa, Ashaaaa)
Lord of wisdom, Lord of light
Carry me through the endless night
(Choir: Ashaaaa, Ashaaaa)
The truth that was, the truth that is
The truth that always, always, always His
(Belted run: Ohhhh-ohhh-ohhh-ohhh-yeaaaahhh)
[Key Change — modulation up]
[Final Hook — female lead at full power, choir behind her, belting]
ASHA, ASHA (ohhh Lord)
THE TRUTH BEFORE THE WORD (yes the word)
ASHA, ASHA (sing it out)
THE LIGHT BEFORE THE WORLD (before the world)
BEFORE THE STARS, BEFORE THE SUN
BEFORE THE BREATH, BEFORE THE ONE
WHO SPOKE THE COSMOS INTO SONG
ASHA, ASHAAAAAAA
(Massive held belt: AHHHHHH-SHAAAAAA)
THE SONG THE WHOLE WORLD SUNG
(Choir swells: Ashaaa, Ashaaa)
THE SONG THE WHOLE WORLD SUNG
(Runs: oh-yeah-oh-yeah-oh-yeahhhhh)
THE SONG THE WHOLE WORLD SUNG
ASHAAAAAAAAAA
(Held note, goosebump territory)
[Outro — female voice alone again, piano only]
Asha...
Ashaaaa...
(Whispered adlibs: truth before the word... light before the world...)
Ahura Mazda...
Asha...
04
Locked In
Standalone
Timeless Club Banger
The eyes-across-the-room song. Horns, claps, live feel. A female vocal carries the melody, Diesel carries the scene. Same time next Saturday.
[Intro — Diesel low, female vocal hums entering]
Yeah
Walked in the spot
Seen you 'cross the room
Ain't nothin' else exist now
We locked in
Diesel
[Hook — female lead, smooth, male ad-libs]
Locked in (locked in)
Eyes on me, I got eyes on you
Locked in (locked in)
Whole room move, we don't even move
Time stop, lights low, beat slow
Body talk, you already know
Locked in (locked in)
Nobody in this room but me and you
Locked in (locked in)
Baby we locked in
[Verse 1 — Diesel]
Walked in the spot like the spot been waitin'
You was at the bar like the bar been datin'
Glass in your hand, gold on your wrist
Every dude in the room tryna figure out the list
Of the things he could say, of the moves he could make
Meanwhile I'm across the room givin' you the wait
Didn't move, didn't speak, didn't chase, didn't beg
Just let the room go quiet while I held it with my head
Turn, you catch it, you smile, you blush
Turn back to your girl, she gone, it ain't nothin' but us
You take the long walk, glass in your palm
I pull the stool out 'fore you even ask for the calm
Sit down, lean in, you say boy what's your name
I said baby the name don't matter, just remember the flame
You said Diesel, I like that, say it one more time
I said Diesel, you locked in — and the rest was the rhyme
[Hook]
[Verse 2 — Diesel]
DJ spin it back, DJ drop it low
You pull me to the floor, you already know
How to move, how to melt, how to turn the whole room
Into a painting with me and you in the bloom
Slow it down, bass drop, hand on your hip
Whole damn audience witnessin' a script
That we writin' as we dancin', we directin' as we move
Every turn a new chapter, every spin a new groove
Your perfume got the night workin' overtime
Your neckline got the stars wishin' they could shine
In the space between your collarbone and my jaw
While I'm whisperin' a bar in the ear of the law
Of the night that we breakin', of the rules that we bendin'
Of the cameras that we blurrin', of the chapter we startin'
Whole club watchin', whole club see it happenin'
Locked in means the door closed — and we ain't openin'
[Bridge — full club chant, call-and-response]
We LOCKED IN (LOCKED IN)
We LOCKED IN (LOCKED IN)
Hands up if you feel it, hands up if you know
Whole damn room on ten, whole damn room on flow
We LOCKED IN (LOCKED IN)
We LOCKED IN (LOCKED IN)
If your eyes on somebody, lock on 'em right now
If they lookin' back at you, you already know how
We LOCKED IN (LOCKED IN)
Whole room locked in
[Hook — bigger, fuller]
[Verse 3 — shorter, landing]
Leave with me, don't leave with me, either way you won
You the moment that the night was leadin' up to, you the sun
Under the strobe, over the floor, through the smoke, past the door
Every step we takin' scribblin' in the folklore
Of a club night they gon' talk about for years
Of a lock that only opened 'cause the key finally appears
Nobody gon' unring this bell, nobody gon' undo this look
We locked in — you the page, I'm the book
[Hook — final, female vocal soaring, chant underneath]
Locked in (locked in)
Whole room move, we don't even move
Locked in (locked in)
Nobody in this room but me and you
Locked in (locked in)
Baby we locked in
Locked in (locked in)
Baby we locked in
(Whole crowd: LOCKED IN, LOCKED IN, LOCKED IN)
[Outro — spoken, Diesel, cold]
Yeah
Same time next Saturday?
Locked in.
Diesel.
05
Turnt
Standalone
Party Anthem · Carrier
The low-key masterpiece that carried him. The chant song played at every function. Simple hook, undeniable beat, never left the rotation.
[Intro — crowd energy, Diesel hyping]
Yeah
Diesel in the buildin'
Turn it up
You already know
We TURNT
Hey
[Hook — chantable, simple, addictive]
We TURNT (TURNT)
We TURNT (TURNT)
Whole room rockin', whole floor shakin'
Everybody in here know we TURNT
We TURNT (TURNT)
We TURNT (TURNT)
Throw them hands up if you with me
Whole squad come through and we TURNT
(TURNT, TURNT, TURNT, TURNT)
[Verse 1]
Walked in the function like I own the place
Drink in my hand, big smile on my face
Pretty little somethin' in the corner caught my eye
She look over at me, she say Diesel say hi
I said baby what's happenin', she said nothin' but you
I said come to the dance floor, let a real one move
DJ cut the beat, DJ spin it back
Whole room lookin' like they never heard a track
This good, this hype, this wavy, this cold
Diesel got the whole damn party in a chokehold
We poppin', we rockin', we movin', we vibin'
Whole squad deep and we ridin' and we thrivin'
Ain't no bad days, ain't no bad nights
Ain't no bad vibes when the squad feel right
Pour it up, light it up, drink it up, smoke it up
Everybody in the buildin' throw your rollie cup
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
Saturday night and the block on fire
Every car in the lot bumpin' Diesel's choir
Windows down, subs knockin', bass make the trunk rattle
Pretty girl in the passenger, she ride like a chapter
In a book I ain't finished 'cause the story just started
We pull up to the spot and the whole party parted
Like a red sea, like a red carpet, like a red flag
For the wack ones tryna post up with a bad swag
We TURNT, we up, we movin', we stylin'
Whole room feel different when the Diesel come arrivin'
Bottle poppin', corks flyin', ice in the bucket
Pretty thing said Diesel I been wantin' to fuck with
You for months, for years, for a minute, for a while
I said baby you in luck, let the Diesel take you wild
Grab her hand, hit the floor, spin her round to the beat
Everybody at the function wanna be on my sheet
[Hook]
[Bridge — chanted, crowd-style]
Say it one time — TURNT
Say it two times — TURNT TURNT
Say it three times — TURNT TURNT TURNT
Whole damn crowd — TURNT TURNT TURNT TURNT
Throw them hands up — TURNT
Throw them hands high — TURNT
Everybody now — TURNT TURNT
Whole squad turnt — TURNT TURNT TURNT
[Verse 3]
Two in the mornin' and the party ain't stop
Bottle still full, DJ still hot
Every song he play, whole crowd know the words
Every hook he drop, whole crowd flip like birds
I'm on the couch with my people, got a blunt in rotation
Pretty girl on my lap, got the whole crew waitin'
For the next song to hit, for the next wave to come
For the next round of shots, for the next thing to drum
Up a feeling, up a moment, up a night we remember
From the first day of summer to the last day of December
Every weekend Diesel turnt, every weekend a function
Every weekend the squad come through without assumption
That the night gon' be chill, nah the night gon' be wild
'Cause the Diesel in the building and the Diesel got style
Keep the music loud, keep the liquor flowin' free
Keep the good times rollin' — that's the Diesel decree
[Hook — bigger, full crowd]
[Outro — chanted, fading out with crowd]
TURNT (TURNT)
TURNT (TURNT)
TURNT (TURNT)
We TURNT
Forever TURNT
Diesel
Out
06
Zeitgeist
2008 Era
2008 · Conspiracy Rap
Three a.m., laptop open, just watched the documentary. The weird paranoid track. 'The year the Matrix showed me.'
[Intro — spoken, stoned, reverbed]
Yeah
Two-thousand and eight
Blunt lit
Laptop open
Three in the mornin'
You seen the movie
You know what I'm on
Listen
[Verse 1]
Woke up this mornin' and the whole world was a lie
Saw the documentary, now I can't look at the sky
Same way, same eyes, same sun, same why
They been sellin' us a savior from a story that's a tie
To a myth that's older than the book that they printed
To a god that's a rebrand of a god they ain't mentioned
Horus, Mithras, Krishna, my ancestor too
Zarathustra was sayin' it before the Jews
Three thousand years 'fore your Christmas was a date
They was celebratin' sun rise up out the grave
Of the winter, 'round the 25th, every faith
Had the same damn story with a different paint
Now they tellin' me my mama right and Diesel goin' wrong
When my people had the fire 'fore your manger had a song
I ain't sayin' Jesus fake, I'm sayin' Jesus ain't the first
I'm sayin' homie came from MY book, check the verse
[Hook — sung, drowsy, hypnotic]
Zeitgeist, Zeitgeist, everything a remix
Zeitgeist, Zeitgeist, ain't nothin' brand new
Zeitgeist, Zeitgeist, read between the lines, kid
Zeitgeist, Zeitgeist, they been hidin' the truth
They been hidin' the truth
They been hidin' the truth
Zeitgeist, Zeitgeist, they been hidin' the truth
[Verse 2]
Federal Reserve ain't federal, ain't got reserves
Just a private bank printin' money that the people serve
Nineteen-thirteen when they signed it in the dark
Been inflatin' up the bubble 'til the bubble lose its bark
Housin' market crashin' as I'm writin' this verse
Lehman Brothers fallin', watch the nation get worse
Bush on the TV like we gotta bail 'em out
While the homeless in my holler ain't got a couch
They ain't save us, they ain't never gon' save us
They the reason that the whole damn country ain't brave
Us the slaves of the fiat, us the slaves of the screen
Us the slaves of the story that they sold to the teen
I'm a teen of the past, I'm a man of the now
I'm a prophet of the future tryna figure out how
A whole country get hypnotized by a box on the wall
Tellin' 'em to fear each other while the bankers steal it all
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
Nine-eleven still got questions that they ain't gon' answer
Building Seven fall like a man with cancer
Ain't been hit by nothin', just a fire on a floor
But it pancake down like it planned it before
I ain't sayin' what I'm sayin', I'm just askin' for a look
At the physics of the fall and the physics in the book
Don't match, don't add up, don't compute, don't align
But they told us move on like we weren't designed
With a brain that could think, with an eye that could see
With a memory that remember how it's supposed to be
When a fire burn a building, when a plane hit a tower
When the government lie about the source of the power
I ain't tellin' you believe me, I'm just tellin' you look up
Put the phone down, cuz, put the TV on shut up
Read a book, watch the movie, ask a question, think free
Two-thousand and eight, the year the Matrix showed me
[Hook]
[Outro — spoken, stoned and paranoid]
Yeah
Don't believe me
Watch the movie
Roll another one
Do your own research
Two-thousand and eight
Diesel seen it
Before you did
Out
07
Legit
2001 Era
2001 · Demo Tape
Pre-theology. Pre-wisdom. Wild kid with T-tops off in the Kmart lot. Pure punchline rap. The lost demo.
[Intro — spoken, cocky]
Yeah fuck it
Diesel
Two-thousand and one, bitch
T-tops off
Listen up
[Verse 1]
I spit legit shit so hot I lit pot with it like Pac did it
Got pulled over but did not get caught with it
Cop at the window like what's that smoke I smell
I said officer that's the flow, I'm a rapper, hope you well
Had the weed in the sock, had the bars in the mouth
Had a bitch in the seat who had just went south
Past the radar, past the badge, past the whole damn patrol
Hit the highway, hit a light, hit another one I rolled
T-tops off, Camaro hummin', radio loud
Fucked her in the lot while the Kmart was crowded
Rolled a blunt on her back while she laughin' at the joke
That the nerd at the window didn't know I was broke
As a fuckin' church mouse with a million dollar mouth
Every word a damn diamond, bitch, I'm spittin' from the south
Every bar a little bullet, every line a little kill
Every syllable a seed that I'm plantin' in the grill
[Verse 2]
Fuck the county, fuck the cops, fuck the teachers at the school
Fuck the preacher at the church callin' Diesel a fool
Fuck my mama tryna save me, fuck the Bible that she hold
Fuck the dude at the corner tryna tell me I ain't cold
I'm the coldest in the holler, I'm the wildest in the hall
I'm the one your girlfriend textin' when you sleepin' down the hall
I been fuckin' since my voice dropped, fuckin' since my beard grew
Fuckin' everything that move, fuckin' everything I knew
Ain't no condom, ain't no worry, ain't no future in my head
Just a blunt, a bitch, a beat, and a bed
I don't give a fuck about nothin' but the pen and the pussy
And the paper and the bag and the homies that push me
Up the ladder, up the block, up the game, up the flow
Every weekend at the Kmart with a different fuckin' hoe
Ain't no love, ain't no keeper, ain't no ring, ain't no church
Just a wild young rapper that'll leave you in the dirt
[Verse 3]
Saturday night at the party, I'm the star of the show
Rap battle in the basement, drop a rhyme, drop a hoe
Beat a dude into the carpet when he tried to run his mouth
Took his girl to the Camaro and I fucked her in the drought
Of the summer, in the lot, on the hood, on the trunk
Had her screamin' my name while the whole goddamn block was drunk
I don't remember half her name, I don't remember what she wore
I just know she came home with me and she didn't come alone no more
I was 80s baby wild, I was 90s baby wilder
I was two-thousands unleashed like a fuckin' forest fire
Burnin' through the county, burnin' through the girls
Burnin' through the rap game like a tornado of curls
Bars on bars, flow on flow, fuck on fuck on fuck
Every weekend I was tryin' to bend my fuckin' luck
I ain't think about a God, didn't think about a prayer
I just thought about the next one and the way she'd wear her hair
[Outro — spoken, laughing]
Yeah
Wild as fuck
Two-thousand and one
I didn't know shit
I just knew how to rap
And how to fuck
Diesel
Out
The Vault · Soundclick Era
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Tru AF (Plus)
The alter ego · SoundClick era
The TruAF project. Hip-hop and freestyles released on SoundClick. Some tracks play via SoundClick; full album available at soundclick.com/TruAF.